PART 2/11

        Once I realized that this was the third time that was happening to me, I began to wonder why the Lord was doing this. Then the Spirit of the Lord reminded me of that which is written in Proverbs 23:7 “For as he thinks in his heart, so he is.”

I then realized that a man, as well as God, and all his angels also, we really are that which our thoughts think; and if you can see the thoughts, then you will also know the true intent of heart. Of course, in this world of darkness, fear directs men to hide their true thoughts behind pretenses, lies, and hypocrisy so that others will not know who they truly are. But where can the lies of pretense and hypocrisy hide when God comes to reveal the thoughts of the mind for everyone to see?

I remembered then that when the Lord allowed for me to see his thoughts, he said to me, “I am love, and love has nothing to hide. I love you, and I desire for you to know how much I love you. I love all men as well, and my love for them has nothing to hide either. Love does not think any evil.”

 I then remembered that the Lord had said to Samuel that man is only able to judge others according to how they appear before men, but God is able to see the thoughts of the heart with all of it’s motives and desires. There is no thought in any man or in any of his angels, that is able to hide from the sight of God; for God sees and knows the thoughts of all his creatures.

I Samuel 16:7 “But the LORD said to Samuel, Look not on his appearance, or on the height of his stature because I have refused him. For the LORD does not see as man sees; for man looks on the outward appearance, but the LORD looks on the heart.”

Hebrews 4:12 “For the word of God is living, and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.”

I Chronicles 28:9 “And you, Solomon my son, know you the God of your father, and serve him with a perfect heart and with a willing mind: for the LORD searches all hearts and understands all of the imaginations of the thoughts.”

Psalm 139:23 “Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts.”

I Corinthians 3:20 “And again, The Lord knows the thoughts of the wise, that they are vain.”

Psalm 94:11 “The LORD knows the thoughts of man, that they are vanity.”

Matthew 9:4 “And Jesus, knowing their thoughts, said, “Why do you think evil in your hearts?”

Matthew 12:25 “And Jesus knew their thoughts, and said to them, Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand.”

Genesis 6:5 “And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.”

Isaiah 55:7 “Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.”

I then realized that for the Lord to allow for me to see the thoughts in this man, in his angels, and the thoughts of God himself, it could only be possible by him giving to me his vision. When I began to see the thoughts in these angels, I first saw thoughts that would be what one would expect to see in the holy angels of God. I saw their joy, their goodness, their excitement, their playfulness, their peace, their gladness, their worship and praise for God, and the love in their friendship and fellowship that they had for one another, and for God.

I also saw that they were all truly thankful and grateful for the life that God had given to them; a thankfulness that was accompanied with this incredible appreciation. But then I began to see that there were these other thoughts dwelling in the back of their minds; so far back in their minds that I do not believe any of the angels were even conscious that they were there. I then realized that this was the location where the fear and trembling thoughts dwelled. The Lord then allowed for me to see that these thoughts were not trying to hide from anyone, but they were thoughts that were stored in the memories of his angels.  

I then wondered what could have happened in the past to these angels that would make their to be the dwelling place of this fear and trembling. Then the Lord suddenly opened my eyes again, and I began to see the thoughts that were stored in their memories. The first event that I witnessed through their memories was the moment they saw corruption enter into Lucifer; the moment that Lucifer desired to be as God.

I was able to see and understand that this desire was wicked and corrupt because it transgressed against the entire order that God had established in heaven; the order where there is only one God.

The Lord then allowed for me to see how this one lie could completely corrupt the entire kingdom of God because all things in his kingdom has been established on the love that comes from the one, and only God. I continued to watch through their memories how the love of God moves through his kingdom continually blessing, and providing, and giving, and doing good for all of the inhabitants of the kingdom.

 I then saw how the love of God was actually serving his creatures with the works that his love did rather than the creatures serving God with their works; but all of the creatures then served God by giving him the praise, the glory, and thanksgiving to him for the love that he gave to them.

The love that I was witnessing through their memories, this world has never seen, or even been able to image anything of this kind. It was then that I was able to really grasp how real the love of God really is; that God is real, and God is love, and his love is what makes his kingdom to be real; of rather, what reality is.

 I saw that his love was at the center of all life in his kingdom. It was as if life and love were the same thing; or at the very least, they were one with each other. You could not have life without love, and you could not have love without this life.

I then saw how Lucifer, was the wisest and most beautiful angel that God had created. I then saw that in his kingdom, it is truly like that which Jesus said, “He that is greatest among you, he is your servant.” So though it was not what I was expecting, it did not surprise me to see in the memories of these angels how Lucifer was the greatest servant in the kingdom of God.

I saw how God had greatly anointed and gifted Lucifer, which in turn allowed for the love of God to flow through Lucifer to bless and do good to all of the other heavenly creatures.

 I then saw that Lucifer greatly delighted in all of the works that the love of God was blessing others with. I then saw, though I perceived that it was not commanded of them, nor was it a law, how all of these heavenly creatures would come to exalt God, and give him glory, and honor, and praise, and offer unto him thanksgiving for all the good and the blessings that his love was performing for them. I saw how all of the heavenly creatures did this because they all knew that the love that blessed them came forth from the heart of God, regardless of who was administering it. 

I then saw how these angels witnessed seeing Lucifer as he began to observe how God was getting all of the recognition, all of the glory, and all of the praise for the works that the love of God was performing; especially how God was getting the glory and the praise for the works that the love of God was performing as it flowed through him. It was then that I began to witness how this wisdom began to arise in Lucifer’s heart whereby he began to grow desirous to receive this recognition, and glory, and praise for himself.

I continued to watch through their memories as they remembered the first corrupt thought that ever came forth; the thought that came in Lucifer whereby he asked himself, “What must I do so that I can receive this recognition, and glory, and honor for myself? Then the answer came to Lucifer that he chose to believe, “Show yourself to be as God”. I continued to watch as they witnessed Lucifer’s heart as it began to grow cold towards the love of God, while at the same time the desires were increasing within him to show himself to be as God so that he could receive the glory and recognition that his heart desired.

Isaiah 42:8 “I am the LORD, that is my name; and my glory I will not give to another, nor my praise to carved images.”

Matthew 6:13 “And do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from evil; for yours is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever. Amen.”

I then saw that it was by reason of the wicked desires that he became blind to see how his wicked plan would disrupt the entire order of God’s kingdom. Even so, Lucifer’s wisdom then deceived him into believing that he could use the very gifting and anointing that God had given to him to continue doing good and blessing the  other creatures, but he began to tell them that it was he that loved them and was blessing them; and the angels that were deceived by him, they actually began to believe that was as God, and they began to glorify and praise him for the good works that he was going for them. I did not see that Lucifer was in any way openly rebellious before God’s face, but that his rebellion was leading him to corrupt the entire order in the kingdom of God; the order that starts and ends with, “There is only one God; and he only shall be worshipped.”

Isaiah 14:12-15 “How you are fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! How you are cut down to the ground, you who weakened the nations! For you have said in your heart, “I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God; I will also sit on the mount of the congregation, on the farthest sides of the north; I will ascend above the heights of the clouds, I will be like (an image or an appearance of) the Most High.” Yet you shall be brought down to Sheol, to the lowest depths of the Pit.”

I myself was utterly amazed to see how the angels actually believed Lucifer, and how they began to exalt and praise him. God must have opened my eyes to see what the angels could not see, because I was stunned to see that there was not one angel that could discern the difference between the purpose of God and the Lucifer’s purpose.

He had to have opened my eyes because I could clearly see that the works that Lucifer was doing, that though they had an appearance as works coming forth from the love of God, they were only works that were being performed so that Lucifer could satisfy his own purposes while the works that God does comes forth from the love that desires to give, to bless, and to do good for all. If this was not enough,

I then watched as Lucifer began to deceive the other angels with the same lies that he had deceived himself with; that they also could receive their own glory and recognition by using anointing and gifting to do good works as God so that they could receive the same glory and praise that Lucifer was receiving from them.

The Lord then showed to me that this was first graven image ever created; the image that Lucifer and his angels showed when they presented themselves to be as God through their flattering words and appearance of good works. I then clearly saw and understood how this was not just a sin against God, but it was a transgression against the entire order of the kingdom of God; for this sin stopped the entire flow of God’s love.

Job 4:18 “Behold, he put no trust in his servants; and his angels he charged with folly and error.”

I then began to understand how this lie could disrupt the entire order of heaven because these lies were leading these angels to depart from state of being that God had created them to be: angels and not gods. I saw that God is love, and that his love was everywhere in the kingdom of God because God was that love. I also that when these angels corrupted the anointing and the gifts that God had given to them, then God was no longer in these works because they were not doing them out of love.

I saw that it is just as it is written, that “Love does not think on self”, but those who corrupt the order of God, they are only able to think on self. I then understood that it was the moment that Lucifer began to think on his ownself that the corruption of order entered into the kingdom of God.

 I also understood that God is love, and all of the works in his kingdom come forth from his love because all that his love thinks is to do good and bless others. I understood that in the kingdom of God, love is the very air that is breathed because it gives life and purpose to all the creatures that dwell there; and that Lucifer’s transgression was a sin against the very air that was there.

I then remembered the time that the Lord took me in the spirit and showed to me the darkness as it came upon the earth and how it completely compassed the entire earth (The Light and the Darkness); and how this darkness consisted only of these teeny, tiny little spirits that all had the word “self-” (self-righteousness; self-importance; self-praise, etc) preceding the word that identified the nature of that particular spirit.

I then saw how all of the inhabitants of this fallen world began to breath in these darkened spirits as though they were necessary to sustain a life that is only self-serving. The Lord then told me that man is so accustomed to this life that only consists of self that he cannot even image another life form that does not have self at the center of all it’s purposes. It was here that the Lord convinced me that there is a love to come, a love that does not think on self, that even the elect have not known to this day.

Ephesians 2:1-7 “And you he made alive, who were dead in trespasses and sins (the disorder of self), in which you once walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience, among whom also we all once conducted ourselves in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind (to be our own lord and god), and were by nature children of wrath, just as the others. But God, who is rich in mercy, because of his great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, he made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, that in the ages to come he might show the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.”

Philippians 2:21 “For all seek their own, not the things which are of Christ Jesus.”

John 5:44 “How can you believe, which receive honor one of another, and you do not seek the honor that comes from God only?”

I then remembered the time when the Lord allowed for me to taste of his selfless love. It was the not only the most incredible love for others that I have ever experienced, but it also filled me with so great joy, and purpose of being, and abundant life, I got really sad when his love departed from, though I realized that the Lord had only given me a taste of how good his love is. The sadness that I was experiencing did not come because his love departed from me, but it came upon me because my corrupted mind just could not bear the thought of me selflessly loving others, but I could not bless my ownself. But then the Lord came to me and said, “Mitt, do not be sad that you will not be able to bless your ownself, but rejoice because in the kingdom of God, every creature, including me, will be continuously loving you, desiring always to bless you and do you good.”

Then my selfish sadness dissolved and gladness increased within me when I realized that God, as well as millions of heavenly creatures would be loving me with the same kind of love that I had just tasted of. I began to see that this is truly is a fallen world because I have not known any in my life that would have taken thought to bless me or to do me good out of this kind of love; but this love is coming. I also remembered how I had seen in this vision that the Lord was presently giving to me, how Lucifer, before his fall, had this great joy and delight in his heart that  accompanied the love of God; how he was both continuously receiving God’s love with great joy, and he was rejoicing as he blessed others with it.

I was then overwhelmed with the reality of how this all changed for Lucifer because of this one corrupted desire that entered his heart that tempted him to show himself to be as God so that he could receive glory and recognition for himself. I then perceived that Lucifer and all of these fallen angels had forgotten one thing; they were the creatures of God, and not God. I even wondered if they even realized how this single could disrupt the entire order in the kingdom.

Psalm 34:8 “Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good. Blessed is the man who trusts in Him!”

I continued to watch through their memories how they witnessed God discover this iniquity in Lucifer’s heart, as well as in the heart of all the angels that he had deceived. Up until this moment, the Lord had taught me that my iniquities were my own self-righteous works, but I now I could see that iniquity is not only self-righteous works, but they are the good works that Lucifer, and angels, and men do in the name of God to show themselves to be as God so that they can receive their own glory, their own recognition, and their own praise.

I continued to watch as these angels then witnessed that which heaven had never seen before: the wrath of God. It was at this moment that I began to understand what birthed this fear and trembling that I had seen stored in the memories of all his angels. I then perceived that this fear and trembling was remained in their memories to keep them mindful of what could happen to them if at any time they allowed themselves to be deceived as Lucifer and the fallen angels did. I still could not comprehend how the wisest and most beautiful creature that God had created until that time could have allowed for this to happen.

Jude 6 “And the angels which kept not their first estate, but left their own habitation, he has reserved in everlasting chains under darkness unto the judgment of the great day.”

Ephesians 5;6,7 “Let no one deceive you with vain words, for because of these things comes the wrath of God comes upon the sons of disobedience. Therefore do not be partakers with them.”

I have always had this great respect for Lucifer/Satan for are he is able to craft his lies to appear in such a fashion that he was able to entice and deceive himself and one third of the angels who dwelled in the very presence of God. It is not that I give Satan respect for being able to do this, but it is the respect that if he is able to deceive the angels who dwell in the presence of God, then how much more shall he be able to deceive fallen man whose flesh naturally desires to be his own lord and god?

Again, it is not like I give Satan any respect over God, but it is a respect for his power to deceive that makes me all the more respect all of the scriptures that warn us about to be as wise as serpents and not “allow” ourselves to be deceived. I think that anyone who makes light or ignores these warnings is incredibly foolish because it is through Satan’s lies that he is entitled to devour all those who he deceives; which fulfills the curse that God has put on him when he was cast out of the garden; the curse that says that he must crawl on his belly and that he can only eat the dust of the earth; and we all know who what man was created from.

Genesis 2:7 “And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground.”

Genesis 3:14 “So the LORD God said to the serpent, “Because you have done this, you are cursed more than all cattle, and more than every beast of the field; on your belly you shall go, and you shall eat dust all the days of your life.”
Revelation 12:9 “And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which “deceives the whole world“: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.”

II Corinthians 12:12-15 “But what I am doing I will continue to do, so that I may cut off opportunity from those who desire an opportunity to be regarded just as we are in the matter about which they are boasting. For such men are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming (disguising) themselves into apostles of Christ. No wonder, for even Satan transforms (disguises) himself as an angel of light. Therefore it is not surprising if his servants also transform (disguise) themselves as servants of righteousness, whose end will be according to their deeds.”

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